Day 16

I think, anyways. I am so far from my goal weight and its starting to make me sad. My jeans are extremely loose, whereas I was busting out of them just 2 weeks ago, so I guess that's good. But I've been fasting so long I feel the results should be better. I am still drinking coffee 2x per day though so it is probably my fault. I think I'm going to attempt some type of exercising although I am feeling beyond weak lately, perhaps it'll speed up the results...

Its become a hobby to sort of spend a ton of time fantasizing about what it is that I will eat, when I do finally eat again. It doesn't make me want to eat, but the thoughts are pretty delightful, in a forbidden sort of way.

I have just 30 days left to be at my goal size and I feel so incredibly far from it. I am not defeated though, just more determined. If I had any energy I'd try to sound more gung-ho about it, but I don't.