Though these may seem like small things - the point is, I was supposed to continue my fast IMMEDIATELY on Friday morning, not to take some disgusting gluttonous weekend break, during which, I probably gained 5lbs since my metabolism isn't working worth a damn by now.
So yeah, I hate myself big time right now. My pants aren't as loose and my deadline / goal date is coming WAY too fast. UGH.
Anyways, the fast starts again as of now... though tomorrow will be counted as the first day technically since I already had a hot chocolate this morning and fucked this day up as well. Kill me now!
Seriously I loathe my disgusting self right now so much. I'm going to punish myself by starting this fast with the first 7 days allowing water only, no juice.
Before I go to the gym now, here's some thinspo, lord knows I need it.
Missed you all, hope everyone did much better than I.
Love
xoxoxo
Oh darling, pick yourself up and dust yourself off. It happens. We're human. And put things in perspective. You have been doing so well this past month. This is but a stumble. Try a little exercise to get that metabolism working as well.
ReplyDeleteI'm cheering for you always. xoxox
My beloved Ms. A!
ReplyDeleteThank you so much, you're my voice of reason. It is so hard to see the forest for the trees in this thing!
Hope you have been doing wonderfully. I am back now and ready to get back down to business.
xoxox