However, I refuse to fail myself after coming this far, so I will persist. I am, for the first time, miraculously able to channel my pain successfully instead of self-sabotaging and then crying about it. I am so sick of that cycle and I want so badly to break free and be able to finally get to the goal weight I set so long ago... so embarrassingly long ago.
A grueling month of fasting under my belt or not, I refuse to be proud of myself until I reach my ultimate goal.
I applaud your focus (envy it actually!) but you know what, I think you deserve to be proud of yourself right now. Look at how you've channeled your efforts so successfully. You are so much stronger then you give yourself credit for.
ReplyDeleteWhatever is going on in your life, I am so sorry. I hope that it passes soon and you get the good luck you deserve!
Stay strong. :)
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Hey I found your page on Africana's after she was applauding such a long liquid fast and I came here to check it out for myself. I read your past few posts and you're doing such a great job! I wish I had that kind of focus and dedication! You are the epitome of control! Keep up the great work!
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Emily
Thank you so much, you girls are so sweet and I appreciate your support more than you know!
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Just read through your blog and holy hell you rock! You have a new follower/fan. :)
ReplyDeleteThank you!! have a lovely weekend :)
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Emily - I don't know if you'll see this, but I can't comment on your blog. :( the verification part on the comment form is cut off by the 'older posts' link.
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